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why do i do this to myself.
look at photos of us together, reading screen shots of messages you sent me and how sweet you were to me and you said you always be here for me no matter what. some days i’m okay and i’m so happy and then other days i just cant stop thinking about you and then i’m such a mess. i thought it didnt hurt, but it does.
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1. Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
no and no.
2. When did your last hug take place?
just before.
3. Are you a jealous person?
i try not to be.
4. Are you tired right now?
exhausted.
5. Do you chew on your straws?
yes.
6. Have you ever been called a tease?
mhmm.
7. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
no.
8. Do you cry easily?
yeah.
9. What should you be doing right now?
homework.
10. Are you a heavy sleeper?
sometimes.
11. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
who knows.
12. Are you mad at someone right now?
yeah.
13. Do you believe in love?
no.
14. What makes you laugh no matter what?
jesse.
15. Who was the last person you talked to?
mum.
16. Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
i don’t like anyone.
17. Will you get married?
no idea.
18. When was the last time you smiled?
this afternoon.
19. Does anyone like you?
no.
20. Do you secretly like someone?
no.
21. Who was the first person you talked to today?
mum.
22. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
ellie, nicole, jesse, james.
23. What are you NOT looking forward to?
doing homework.
24. What ARE you looking forward to?
this weekend.
25. Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
yeah.
26. Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
nothing, nothing i can do.
27. Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
no.
28. Are you a forgiving person?
no.
29. How many TRUE friends do you have?
no idea.
30. Do you fall for people easily?
yeah.
31. Have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend?
mhmm.
32. What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
drink.
33. Who was the last person you drove with?
mum and boston.
34. How late did you stay up last night and why?
around 11 or 12.
35. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
yeah.
36. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
no idea.
37. Can you live a day without TV?
probably.
38. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
no idea.
39. Three names you go by..
paige, pugdey, monkey.
40. Are you currently in a relationship?
no.
41. What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
the notebook, dear john, the vow, umm i cant think.
42. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
yeah i guess.
43. What’s your current problem?
everything.
44. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah.
45. Your thoughts of long distance relationships?
they dont work.
46. How many kids do you want to have?
no idea.
47. Have you ever found it hard to tell someone you like them?
yes.
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Have you ever been told that you were going to hell?
nah.How do you feel about your hair right now?
eh.If you could put last night on repeat, would you:
yeah :) mabye a little.What was the most memorable thing that happened last summer?
nothing.Have you ever gone out of your way to do something meaningful?
yeah, plenty of times.Do you fall for people easily?
yeah.Are you missing someone right now?
yeah.Are you good at hiding your feelings?
not at all.Has anyone ever told you that they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
haha.Are you afraid of falling in love?
yes.Who were you with last night?
family.Have you ever suspected anyone of cheating on you?
nope.Did you ever kiss someone with a tattoo?
yes i have.Have you ever made out with someone who was drunk?
mhmm.Anything funny happen today?
yeah lol.Who do you feel most comfortable talking about everything to?
ellie, nicole, jesse, james.If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
depends who.How are you feeling?
pretty crappy, feeling sick and tired and just dont want to be doing homework right now.What side of a heart do you draw first?
left.How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
a few.Did you feel awkward at all today?
nah.How often do you take pain medication?
often.Do you sleep with socks on?
nah.Do you hate the last person you had a conversation with?
no.Think back to the last person you held hands with, have you kissed them?
i’m not sure who that was.Ever kissed someone who smokes?
yeah.Plan on getting drunk or high tonight?
i wish.What are you doing other than this?
homework :(Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
tattoos.What are you wearing right now?
hoodies and pj pants.
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blah.
everytime i see you i feel so sick.
like i want to vomit!
but seriously this bitch needs to die because you make me fucking wanna puke.
fuck you.
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weekend!
i’m really looking forward to the weekend! :) i’m going out to dinner with my girls on friday night which will be amazing :) saturday i’ll be working all day as usual, saturday night i’ll be chilling and then on sunday i’m going to the movies with jesse :) he’s a wonderful boy! i’m so excited for this weekend :)
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iris cover by sleeping with sirens.
this is purely amazing!
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